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I feel mature, even though i doubt it would be mature to say that. Much more grown up than I used to be. My life now revolves around non-stressful situations. Everything is under control just the way I like it. Then again I never really stressed about much to begin with.

I hope this is not one of those moments where everything is fine, then the next moment something bad happens. If something like that must happen…then I have to say I’d much rather have misfortune brought upon myself than to harm the people I love around me.

Let’s just hope this is it. This is my prime and time.

Its time to try and experience new things, meet new people, and time to get my shit everything together. Its time I lived the life I always loved, my own.